I Feel

I feel like I'm dying
It hurts so much
everything is being stripped away
I can feel myself collapsing,
I don't understand.
Why do I do this to myself?
I damage myself
over and over
again.
I'm trying so hard
I can't
I don't know what to do
anymore.
I'm trying
so hard
I feel like I'm falling
and it's crippling.
I'm shaking,
my jaw is trembling,
It hurts
and I don't know what to say.